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I know what I want my life to look like, but I don't know how to make it happen. I want it to look like a Pottery Barn catalog. 

Something that is a character flaw of mine, is that if I don't get something right the first time, I have a hard time wanting to keep trying. But life takes persistence. It is a very daunting idea to keep attempting to do what I want to do over and over again with the history of failure at my previous attempts. How does one truly acquire the "try, try, try again" tenacity for life?

I am happy and extremely blessed by the life that I have. I do need to stop all of my bitching about desiring Real Simple and Pottery Barn to be my life because that makes it so that I diminish what is good about the here and now. 

Perhaps as part of giving up on complaining is to focus on being grateful. 

Grateful list for the day: 
1. Oatmeal and lazy Saturday mornings. 
2. Sunny neighborhood. 
3. Great church home. 

Now to enjoy sunny, hopefully productive, Saturday afternoon. 

Comments

  1. MariMay 22, 2010 at 1:00 PM

    You should watch "Groundhog Day" during summer vacation. I think it really speaks to this "life as practice" sort of theology that CS Lewis (and Aristotle!) talk about.

    Meanwhile, I like your little list. Makes me happy. :)

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