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Post-Easter

Life has been business as usual Post-Easter.

I am not sure if that is comforting or alarming.

I am still obsessed/guilt-driven about not being productive. I don't want to move so fast. I don't want to have so much responsibility. But at the same time I don't know if I would know how to function without responsibility and life going crazy. I feel so weird, because I am constantly conflicted about this.

Slow down, but do lots.

How can I just be? How can I let myself be at peace with "que sera, sera"?

I need to figure out this grown-up stuff. I have a lot of time to figure it out, but I don't necessarily like feeling that I suck at it.

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